From the heart: Reflections on my Islam
The young white male sitting in contemplation after evening prayers, filled with peace, love and wholeness, a product of complete submission to god, submission of mind, word, action and most importantly the heart.
Amongst my friends, family, colleagues and acquaintances, I have become a whisper with mouths shielded by the veil of hands.
I have strived every day for the past 6 months to bring forth the best of my character, to strengthen my moral conduct, and to be selfless in my actions, yet I am looked upon with eyes full of mistrust, confusion, doubt and disappointment and the reason is this; as I am sitting here in contemplation I have a prayer cap on my head, my prayers 5 times a day start with the words Allahu Akbar and 6 months ago sitting in a Southampton mosque surrounded by some of the most genuine, loving and spiritual people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting, my mouth opened to utter the words
“Ashadu an la illaha illallah, wa ashadu anna muhamadan abduhu wa rasuluh”
“I bear witness that there is no god but god, and I bear witness that Muhammad (pbuh) is his servant and his messenger”
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